I grow up in baptist home, I hard about Jesus a lot, it was until later in my life I accepted Him as my own personal Savior. I understand I was sinner and I desrive Hell but God sent His only son to died for me on the cross and take my place so I do not have to go to Hell. I put my trust in Jesus, believed Him as my Savior, and accepted my as my own personal Savior. This is such a wonderful free gift.
Now the world hates the truth, hates the Jews and Christians. Sometimes I feel like a fish swimming alone with crowd of fish but not going the same way as other fish. I am going a different way and feel only pushing through the crowd.
I know my job is to tell others about Jesus before it to let (before they died or rapture happens where He takes his children and puts judgement on world then destory it). Yes God is love but He is holy, just, soverin, righteous, creater and perfect and must more. I know if I do not tell others there blood our on my hands.
However, I know the world hates truth, reject it. I tend fear people over God and I am suppost fear (houor and respect) God over people. The world hates us so must sometimes they kill us, put us in jail, beat us, kick us out school, fail us, give us detension, so much so.
It sad the way the world is going now days. I am scared for what will come but I put my faith in God never matter what no one or no anything could take me away from my God. They are roots that are in me that I cannot deny.